There is only so much “about my day” blogging I can do, because my days are generally really boring.  I’m also pretty much over this whole 100 day challenge thing. Like today, I am definitely just phoning it in. My mind is on the drive I have to make in two hours, and I’m too tired to even be anxious.

I convinced Joe to hang out for a little bit last night, which went a long way towards curing my crankiness over the fact that he’s leaving. Also, he knew I was cranky, because he was leaving, long before I did.

(Also, please someone stop me before I get into a political argument on Facebook. Someone posted some nonsense about “omg, they’re building a mosque at ground zero. That is spitting in the faces of all the people who died” I don’t have to tell any of you (I hope not, anyway) why this comment is ridiculous, but there is absolutely no point in arguing about it ON FACEBOOK. Now I’m angry.

I am groggy from too much Benadryll and also, really cold. Since I am always hot this means either my office is really freezing or I’m getting sick. I suspect it is the latter, because I am the Baroness of Bad Timing.

I was glancing through an article today about the DNC distributing major money for the mid-terms in Ohio and Florida. I think the mid-terms will be interesting, but I don’t have any strong predictions. Yes, I am the girl who has been saying for almost a year now that I don’t think Obama will win re-election, (this guy disagrees!) but the mid-terms are a different game.  Incumbancy matters more.

Plus, even though I think a lot of people are not happy with Obama (the whole “he let us down” phenomenon, which just makes me sad. Both because it was easy to buy into the idea that Obama wouldn’t let “us” down, and because I believe that when you’re elected president, your first full day in office, after all the inaugural balls are over, they pull you into a room, and say “Ok. You said a lot of nice things during the campaign. But here’s what you’re actually allowed to do. And if you try to do more, we’ll see have you assasinated.” C’mon guys, Let Obama be Obama!)

Anyway, I don’t think this is going to be anywhere near the 1994 midterms, especially since 1994 was unique circumstances.  Newt Gingrich and the Contract With America was (I think) overstated by the media (even now, that’s the reason you hear for the reversal), but still, there’s no Newt equivalent.

1994 saw a larger number of seats open than usual, because a lot of members of Congress retired due to the new pension rules. Plus, a lot of people were deserting the Democratic Party; an ideological realignment, if you will. Combine that with the failure of Clinton’s healthcare plan, and it’s not surprising that people were shifting towards GOP. I guess you could say that the 1992 election also had the Perot effect, and that the 1994 midterms just reflect people coming back to the party after voting indepedent, but I’m not sure that’s valid, because midterms are much more local.

Here is a list of voter shifts, which is kind of interesting.

I really don’t want to write about the healthcare bill, but I feel compelled.  Disclaimer: I don’t have anything really insightful to say about it, nor am I an expert on the intricasies of the bill.

So here’s the thing. I watched my facebook page explode with status updates in response to the bill. I have some reactionary Republicans who are not happy, but they hate everything Obama does, so whatever. What I found more interesting is the reaction of the libertarian leaning folks (and I know a lot of them). There are actually different shades of libertarians. The people you probably think of when you hear “libertarian” are the craziest, because they are the most vocal.

They’re the ones yelling about socialism, and write your reps to tell them you oppose, and Glenn Beck is one of the worst. I don’t know when he decided someone died and left him the modern day messiah of the libertarian movement, but I know my Libertarian Message Board has had more than one thread dedicated to how much we want him to go away.

My internet-stranger-friend actually sums it up much better than me:

This reform bill really doesn’t do much. Mostly it’s a mish-mash of stuff that’s of the “mildly bad idea” variety. Tax on medical devices? That’s stupid, but not going to end the world. Making it harder to deduct medical expenses from your taxes? Again, completely counter-intuitive if the ostensible agenda is lowering health care costs. Same goes for extensions of medicare – but that’s already expensive and nonsensical, I mean, why give rich old people free health care? Forcing more money from the “evil pharma” companies who have the audacity to make life-saving and life-improving drugs and only ask that you, you know, pay for them? Stupid, but not the end of the world. Most of the rest of it will make your premiums go up, but since costing you money is all Washington is good at, that shouldn’t be much of a surprise. The mandate won’t do what they say it will, and I certainly can’t find it in the ennumerated powers of the Federal Government, but it also doesn’t go into effect for several years and that’s eternity in DC. The time inconsistency problem of government might strangle it in the crib. So calm the fuck down, it isn’t the end of the world. It certainly isn’t socialism, really. And if you think this is the last straw or should be cause for violent revolution, get out of the libertarian camp and go cheer for Team Red with the rest of Glenn Beck’s mouthbreathing fans.

The underlying problem (to me) is this sets yet another precedent for the government stepping in to “fix” things. This is nothing new, of course, but it’s basically been all downhill since the New Deal. 

Whenever I say the government shouldn’t be in the business of providing healthcare, I am asked for a solution. My proposal is that we start with SEVERELY curbing the  FDA (the drug approval process is expensive and lack of access to different types of drugs is (in part) what drives up the costs of drugs). Then we eliminate the malpractice insurance industry. And we’ll go from there.

I’m not super worried about this bill in terms of “stupid things the government has done” and the pre-existing conditions bit is a good change. But I guess my issue with the healthcare as a right argument/agenda is that training someone to become a doctor is still incredibly expensive, the research and design that goes into making a new drug is incredibly expensive (and also requires a huge amount of knowledge/education), and cutting edge equipment is incredibly expensive. And in the U.S., we do tend to have (and demand) the best of all three.

In the U.S., we have the option to  demand the best. If we don’t like what one doctor says, we get a second opinion. We sue when things go wrong. We expect doctors on call when we need them and our drugs to work. We compare our system to Canada or the UK, and spout stats about being the only modern industrialized nation that doesn’t take care of it’s citizens healthcare.

But we treat medicine as a free market industry. Basic access to basic care is what it comes down to in the so-called enlightened nations, and we should have as much. But we shouldn’t pretend that it is a “right” to have unfetttered access to only the best, to demand such a high level of protection (in the form of drug regulation),  and expect not to have to compensate the source or the provider.

Edited to add: I don’t remember if I made this clear elsewhere, but I don’t think the “reform” is going to save the average person (i.e., me and you, dear readers) any money.  You’re always paying the government somehow.

I have this long, sappy post that I wrote Friday morning while on the train down to DC, that I’ll probably post (and backdate) later. I spent Thursday night with (most of) my favorite people on the planet, playing trivia. None of this would mean anything without them, so I was very happy we were all able to get together.

Friday, I took the train into the city and as usual, had time to kill before my train to DC. I was walking around Penn Station, having my usual internal freak out about how the city still feels like home, and I have this deep, visceral love for it that can’t be put into words, and why am I trying so hard for DC when NYC is home? I can’t describe it, but even in the blocks around Penn Station, where no respectable native would find themselves for any longer than necessary, there is just something that feels right.

(For the record, even if NYC is home, it’s home in an entirely different way than Jersey is. )

And then I got to DC, and the weather was beautiful, and I spent Saturday evening walking around the Capitol Hill north district with Michael, and I thought “Well…I guess I could do this too.”

I like to project, in case you hadn’t noticed.

Anyway, the weekend was quite nice and it was very good to get out of Jersey for the weekend, even though getting back on Sunday was a hassle. Now I’m back at work and it’s rainy, and I hate the federal government. Basically, they’ve taken all the worst aspects of the U.S. Healthcare system and found a way to make them worse in one ridiculous, ineffectual bill. My prediction is that anyone who currently has issues affording healthcare will still have issues affording healthcare 5 years from now. Also, if the rhetoric-realism chasm is too deep and allows for Sarah Palin to step in and win in 2012 I…well, I’ don’t know what I’ll do. Probably write an outraged blog entry about it.

Grawrl. I’m conflicted on who to side with. Just reading facebook statuses from both sides of the argument last night was frustrating.  I don’t believe health care/insurance is a fundamental right, but I also don’t believe that the Obamacare is shades of socialism. But I don’t think it’s anything to celebrate, regardless of which side of the issue you fall on.

I went to a local meeting of Campaign for Liberty on Sunday, and it was quite good. Lots of well-thought out, long term ideas. The problem, of course, is keeping myself motivated to stay involved. I am generally not a joiner. Well, that’s not entirely true. I love being a part of things, being part of a team/community, etc (Jean-Jacques Rousseau eat your heart out) but I am rarely capable of actually becomming a part of things. This is what happens when you move seven times in as many years.

I overslept this morning. My cell phone (alarm clock) shut itself off in the middle of the night. I am overdue for a new phone, but I’ve been reluctant to give this one up. It is the only phone I’ve ever had that doesn’t suck. Since every piece of electronic equipment I touch tends to break, I don’t really want to buy a fancy phone. I don’t even have  QWERTY keypad.

Anyway, now I’m here, wearing a t-shirt (it was too hot for the sweater I put on) with a really, really scratchy sweater-jacket thing that I keep putting on and taking off. I’m browsing online for clothes I REALLY do not need. But I am a total sucker when stores put up sample outfits and then do “get this look” because I am basically incapable of putting together good outfits myself. So GAP has one now, and really Gap? $54.95 for this shirt? That’s ridiculous. But I still want the outfit. If I still had a could find my long-lost GAP credit card, I would buy it in a second. Oh and now I’m looking at Banana Republic clothes, even though I have never bought anything from that store in my life, but now I AM TEMPTED by overpriced cardigans.

These would just be more clothes I don’t need/clothes I am buying for a job/life I don’t have yet. With my luck, they will all be lost in a flood or housefire or something.

I found another good job to apply for, with SUPER AWESOME pay, that I am just barely qualified for, but the organizations website has been down and so I can’t investigate for useful information (which I am really good at. I am a good researcher. Hire me as a research associate, please). And then there’s this other job that pays pennies, but could be okay, and I really should be writing cover letters instead of, you know, daydreaming about buying outfits from Banana Republic.

I hate the Tuesday-Wednesdy part of the week. It can’t be Thursday soon enough.

Hm, I’ve blogged about the SOTU many times.

It took me two hours to get to work this morning due to the snow and people not knowing how to drive.

I think I have applied for every job in DC that I am possibly interested in, minus the government jobs, which just require an insane amount of time per application. Is it hypocritical for a libertarian to work for the federal governemnt? Possibly yes, but if I want to get to DC it may be in my self interest.

Speaking of libertarian idea(l)s, we were discussing the SOTU on The Libertarian Message Board last night. There was of course nothing surprising or new about Obama’s speech. He does not make me rageful in the ways that GWB did, but the alleged Savior of the left sure has been pretty useless. The Dems are such pussies. Anyway, my idea was I want someone to run for president on the campaign of Doing Nothing. No initiatives, no new government programs, no changes, NOTHING. Just keep the status quo and grind government action to a halt.

Of course, the logistics of the government “grinding to a halt” are a bit more complicated (but just a bit, I swear), but the theory behind stalemate is solid. People on both sides complain that lack of bi-partisanship makes it impossible to get anything done, but I’m fine with the two parties bickering their way into inaction. People on both sides also complain when their party isn’t in power in either Congress or the Presidency about the other party having an unchecked mandate. (The mandate, with which, the Dems have still been unable (unwilling) to put together a healthcare bill)

So I say we elect a bunch of underachievers with no ambition of achieving greatness. That’s where we also get in trouble. The idea that the government can give us all these wonderful things. Not only does it set you up for disappointment (which I think the Obama campaign did, for a lot of people) it makes you forget that the government shouldn’t be providing these things in the first place.  (A government big enough to give you anything, is big enough to take everything away.

I was up way too late last night, and then there was the commute from hell and I am supposed to actually be social tonight but I’m half hoping we have to postpone due to weather. Suburbia is killing my motivation.

I have had Taylor Swift’s “Love Story” in my head since yesterday. I blame Kim’s post.

This isn’t news, but the debate on the H1N1 vaccine is bringing the vaccine debate up again (as in, the typical baby through childhood vaccines, not the flu vaccines). I will be blunt: if you do not vaccinate your child, you are not only an idiot, you are a selfish idiot.  A lot of people say that vaccines aren’t neccesary because the diseases they protect against aren’t around anymore. These people have no understanding of how herd immunity works, or worse, they don’t care. Also, because diseases like polio have been latent (and yes, they are just latent. You get enough crazies to stop vaccinating and these disease WILL come back) people have forgotten just how horrible they are.  This is a good article on the subject.

The vaccines-cause-autism soapbox is ridiculous. I also think that autism is incredibly overdiagnosed, but that is another post, and I can probably get enough hate from the vaccine comments alone.

Little, unvaccinated, germ carrying children are a threat to the small population of people that cannot be vaccinated due to compromised immune systems. With a vaccinated population, this small percent is generally safe. But if the crazy anti-vaccine-ists get there way, we will probably see an influx of previously “eliminated” diseases. If the only threat was to the individuals who chose not to get vaccinated, I would say go ahead, Darwin will take care of most of you, but unfortunately, the crazies do not exist in a bubble.

It’s probably somewhat un-libertarian to hold this position (the idea that the government should be able to require vaccination and therefore, the government prevents you from being stupid). I don’t, for example, feel the same about seatbelt laws. Sure, seatbelts save lives, but I don’t think there’s any point in the government requiring you to wear one,(Though I’d be hard pressed to find the HARM in the government requiring your to wear one too) because an idiot choosing to get thrown against their windshield does not hurt me. Your disgusting little disease vector children can though.

(Well, not me personally. I’m vaccinated, because my parents aren’t idiots. And no, I don’t have a problem with calling people who don’t vaccinate idiots. I don’t have respect for the position because it is tantamount to child abuse)

So election day has passed, which means an end to the hilarious ad campaign between Jon Corzine and Chris Christie. HATE WASTE SPEND FAIL DEBT POOR LOSS CORZINE vs CHRIS CHRISTIE THROWING HIS WEIGHT AROUND (Christie is rather overweight) Stay classy Jersey!

I think Obama will lose in 2012. Just a hunch. You heard it here first. In terms of the conditions he’s inheriting, he has some things in common with Bush The First. My political email buddy agrees that it is certainly a possibility because people would rather be screwed over than a GOPist than deal with a Dem trying to (but ultimately unable) to break the system.

I agreed with him for a minute, but this goes back to my post on the general wussiness of Democrats. If Obama were to lose in 2012 it would be his own damn fault. I am no fan of most of the initiatives he campaigned on, but given that the Dems have a majority, there is no excuse for their general pussy footing failure. Obama simply isn’t decisive enough. He over polls (shades of early Bill Clinton style) His party is in power, and while bi-partisanship is a nice idea (and working together) seriously, fuck that noise, stand up for your pet issue, and PUSH IT THROUGH.

Then again, the main reason I thought Obama would be better than McCain was on foreign policy and he looks like he’s going to totally fail on that one too.

“I cannot undertake to lay my finger on that article of the Constitution which granted a right to Congress of expending, on objects of benevolence, the money of their constituents.” James Madison

Despite the fact that “political rants” were the original intention of my blog (started over six years ago) I rarely write about the subject anymore. Therefore, you should check out the latest post at The Kyle Conspiracy about the renewal of the Patriot Act. This is an unfortunate example of the ways in which the Obama Administration is no less “evil” than a McCain (or realistically, any other) administration would have been.

Being a cynical libertarian is fun most of the time! Our pessimistic outlook is usually validated by government failure!

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I really hate 9/11.  Keith reminded me this morning to stay away from Facebook and avoid the barrage of “tributes” in people’s statuses.

I won’t go as extreme to say that unless a person lost someone close to them that I don’t get the weeping. I’m an emotional person and as a result the correctly manufactured form of mass produced rememberence CAN get to me – but that’s because the correctly manufactured form of almost anything can get me to choke up. It’s just the way I am. I cry at the movie “Armanggedon” for Christ’s sake.

Really, most of the “grieving” and “remembering” that goes on is just that – manufactured. I won’t say I don’t understand it – it feeds into the human need to feel part of something and collective mourning is a way to do that.  Most of it though, seems to be just terribly false sincerity. David posed the rhetorical question “”Do the emotional pronouncements of a relative few make most other people nod along, so as not to seem monsters?” If I were to put “I don’t really care that it’s 9/11″ as my facebook status, I’m sure I’d be deemed insensitive.

The demand to “Never Forget” just strikes me as silly. In the most clinical sense of the word I doubt there is anyone who was alive for the event that will forget the day. It’s the “Where Were You When You Found Out JFK Got Shot” for my generation. And how on Earth could we forget when it won’t go away? Why is dying in a terrorist attack anymore significant than the hundreds of other horrible ways to go? Why is the “heroism” of individuals doing their jobs anymore laudable than the work performed on any other day?

I’m not talking about the people who actually lost someone (although people die everyday and their loved ones move on with their lives. You have to.) But among the remaining 99.99999999999% of the population it’s like a continual contest for who can show the most emotional effects from the events without actually having experienced loss themselves.

(also, it’s always struck me as …something…that most of this collective wringing of hands and metaphorical rending of clothing takes place nowhere near NYC or DC. When I lived in Jersey City, I passed through the WTC site on most days, as do millions of commuters.)

Really, it’s been eight years. How much longer must this show go on? How much longer will this self righteous mourning continue? How many more years will the demand to prove just how dedicated we are to remembering be shoved in our faces?

Do you know what’s weird? At this time last year (ATTLY) we didn’t know who the next president would be and Sarah Palin still had the potential to be legit.

I haven’t talked much about the Obama presidency, because I’m really not sure what to think of it. My opinion on healthcare is so far off from most people’s that I just keep my mouth shut. (According to my parents, I think that only rich people should get to see doctors). The CliffNotes version of my opinion is that I find the whole notion of “Health Insurance” preposterous in the first place and that it should be completely eliminated. The creation of the health insurance industry and subsequently, the malpractice insurance industry is what has driven up the cost of medical care so that a 10 minute visit to conclude you have strep throat is some $110.

Given that my preference will never happen in a million years, I’m not sure which is a better outcome to hope for. I don’t want Obama-care to fail, because if nothing else, he needs a victory of sorts to solidify his presidency. But I’m not sure which version would be the least…disturbing to my Libertarian sensibilities. Ironically (?) I think that the administration is making a huge mistake by backing down on the Public Option aspect of the plan, due to charges of socialism, etc. The Dems have the majority in the House and Senate. This is no time to be pussyfooting around. If GOPs had the majority, you better believe they’d be pushing through their agenda. (I am also leaving aside for now the fallacies in many of the arguments against the public option. At this point, I don’t believe that the public option will limit “competition” and “choice” in healthcare — at least not anymore than it already is restricted).

I fear that if something doesn’t get passed, if Something (emphasis added) doesn’t happen than the Obama Presidency will forever be marred by the fact that he failed to pass a healthcare plan.

Much as I favor complete inaction by the federal government (the better to leave me alone) on my less cynical days I’d really like to be able to buy into the idea of the potential for hope and change. 

Originally posted at The Kyle Conspiracy

Disclaimer: I do not care about the hows and whys of the two journalists who were captured and imprisoned in North Korea. I vaguely followed the news (by which I mean, I heard a few snippets of news on the radio on the way home, and no, I was not listening to NPR) and I knew that it happened, but I didn’t know the details. I am a cynic, and I figured the only reason it was getting any press is because one of the women captured is the sister of Lisa Ling a G – list celebrity of the geriatric version of Sex and the City, known as “The View.”

So I’ve just decided to conclude they were captured because we don’t have universal healthcare. I mean, it’s obvious, isn’t it? If we don’t get universal healthcare, the terrorists win.

I don’t know if there was any formal run-up to Bill Clinton’s (“Bill C,” as I like to call him) jaunt to Asia. Apparently, Kim Jong Il wanted to meet with a high level American, Al Gore was originally considered for the trip, but that was considered a conflict of interests, given that Gore owns (?) the news outlet the two captured women were working for.

Like I said, I’m vague on the details.

So Bill C flies to North Korea and schmoozes with Kim J. Two hours later, the women are freed. Probably the best commentary I have seen on the subject is this picture of Hillary:

I mean, it’s Bill C. With Obama taking the spotlight as the anointed one (coupled with Bill C’s bout of crazy when Hillary was still in the primaries) I think a lot of people forget that Bill C is one smooth talker. He has a way of biting his lower lip, lowering his eyes, and making his audience believe that he feels your pain. I am not surprised.

I’m sure its nice for the families of the freed women – no one would deny that the capture of a loved one would be hellish. And I don’t care to comment on the discussion of whether this was a good use of diplomatic resources, whether this qualifies as negotiationg with terrorists and makes us vulnerable to North Korea, or what Bill Clinton was getting out of the deal. (Jokes about Bill Clinton and two girls on a plane, the mile high club, etc are already making the round).

No, I think its important to point out the real consequences of this maneuver.

Now that Kim Jong Il has made a concession to the US and freed these women, he probably feels a little arrogant. This gives him a little jolt of arrogance – he held the fate of two women in his hands and suddenly America was willing to do anything. (Let’s leave aside the debate about the value of two American lives mmkay?) He got Bill C to come all the way to North Korea, just to talk to him. He wants to take this power out for a spin and see what he can do with it.

The next step is clear. Kim Jong Il is going to fire missiles at Hawaii. In fact, that has been his plan all along, and there is nothing anyone could have done about it. He would have done this with or without the captured/freeing of these two women, but now he has a convenient excuse.

And just think about it. Once he destroys Hawaii, he will destroy all evidence of the Obama’s original birth records.

I’ll let that sink it.

This is the REAL consequence of the negotiations with Kim Jong Il and the possibilities of the REAL motiviations for this negotiations are endless.

Did Bill C, still reeling from the defeat of his beloved (stop laughing!) wife in the primaries, wish to provoke an action which would destroy Obama’s chances of proving, once and for all that he IS an American citizen, thus jeopardizing his presidency?

Is Bill C secretly working for Sarah Palin? (Or sleeping with her?)

Did Bill C, sick of the ridiculous arguments put forth by “birthers” wish to destroy all evidence, so Obama can now honestly shrug his shoulders and say “Guys, my homeland was bombed. What do you want me to do?”

Or, is Bill C, up to his old tricks, just looking to create a distraction, so when the news gets out about his escapades with the two women on the way back to the US will be buried in the sea of controversy over Obama’s now destroyed birth records?

I’ll have to carefully consider all the evidence before I can even begin to come to a conclusion on this one. I suggest you do the same.

(NJ Politics Time)

NJ had gone blue in every Presidential Election since 1992, the governorship has gone back and forth. I remember seeing the “Dump Florio” stickers when I was growing up. Then there was Christie Todd Whitman. My fourth grade teacher told me that I should be supporting Whitman. (‘because you’re a girl, and you like politics, so you should automatically support a female running for office type of argument) I told him that I certainly WOULD NOT support Whitman, as she was a Republican. And there was Jim McGreevy, the most famous gay govenor in the land, who also turned out to be a really not-so-nice guy.

So compared to that, Corzine is boring.

What’s Corzine’s record? He has none. No appointing ellicit lovers to important offices here (AFAIK). This is demonstrated by how he opened his campaign with a GOP-style attack on Christie’s “values.”

Christie’s record is similarly none.  Sure he was a prosecutor but what relevance does that really have? His  proposals are vague catchphrases and cliches, and his campaign is like 2004 Kerry.. it’s basically ”I’m not Corzine”.

You can’t put that much blame on Corzine for the state of things in Jersey anyway; a lot of that falls on the legislature, which seems to be completely incapable of correcting the systematic problems

I still maintain that one of the biggest problems with NJ is too many  municipalities.  There are some 500 municipalities and each of them have their own school districts, fire departments, police departments, etc. It’s very inefficient. The problem is no one wants to lose their little fiefdom, so anytime the solution to merge towns is raised, it is shouted down.

This made me laugh more than it should have, because really, it wasn’t THAT funny:

What do Meaghan McCain and the ideal habitat of a sting ray have in common?

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2009/03/02/meghan-mccain-overshares_n_171194.html

A. THEY’RE BOTH EXTREMELY SHALLOW.

“The discussion is often ‘do you tax more, [or] do you spend less?’” [Rep. Laura] Brod [(R, MN)] says. “But it seems to me that there is a third option out there, and that’s reforming how government operates.”

http://www.cnn.com/2009/POLITICS/01/26/government.garage.sale/

 Ow. I am thawing out. 

Being at inauguration was crazy. Obviously one could see and hear better by watching the thing on TV, but being there was an experience. 

One of my favorite parts of the day was as we were leaving the Mall, and we were being herded like cattle (very slow cattle) and Bush’s helicopter flew over and everyone was heckling. 

There was lots of chanting and yelling and revelry.  Somehow I doubt previous inaugurations have garnered such worshipful bystanders. There are really no words for the climate down here. It’s pretty awesome to witness even if Obama is a silly liberal.

I’ll post pictures later. Probably on facebook.

This evening we’ve just been hanging out watching TV, talking about Obama insanity. I have a kitty next to me. The plan for the rest of the day is to do little to nothing because Monday/Tuesday are going to be INSANITY. I’m going to bawl like a baby on Tuesday. My dad did wind up at the concert at the Lincoln Memorial, but was so far away that it was on major delay.

I am so psyched about playing the crowds tomorrow. LIBERTARIANS FOR OBAMA!

““If there is anyone out there who still doubts that America is a place where all things are possible, who still wonders if the dream of our founders is alive in our time, who still questions the power of our democracy, tonight is your answer.”

There was some chatter over on the Libertarian message board about this, how even us looney Libertarians can revel in the Obama victory, not for its political, but for its historical implications. (of course there was dissent from one of the Usual Suspects, but it was ridiculous enough to be brushed aside)

I have said numerous times that the “Change we can believe in” of the Obama campaign is not my version of change. But I am so happy he won and so happy I got to witness this.

Four years ago, I wrote: ”These artificial divisions of time turn into benchmarks, ways to measure your life, as you can’t help but turn back and think about what you were doing four years ago today, and what’s changed since then, and what you’ve done in the interim”

I think I stole that from somewhere, but I have no clue where.

Anyway, four years ago, I was still hopelessly, completely enamored with He-Who-Shall-Not-Be-Named (and I was in denial) I was doing NaNo for the first time, and went on a date with a guy I met at the Albany region gathering. His name was Rob and I convinced him to read Atlas Shrugged. I was less than two months away from graduating college and full of schemes and plans that changed weekly.

On election night, I sat in my room in Fain C, yelling election news back and forth with my housemates. I never though Bush was going to lose, so there was no disappointment. Despite the sorry state of affairs I did not believe Bush could be defeated, and I certainly did not think Kerry would be the man to defeat him. I guess that’s why I wasn’t really upset that Bush one, because Kerry really did not seem like any type of improvement.

This year, I won’t like: I will cry if McCain wins. Not only can I not stand him, and the campaign that he run, but like most women (people?) I can’t stand Sarah Palin. I do not want either of them any where near the executive office.

I said it around the DNC that the change Obama wants me to believe in, is not my brand of change, neccesarily. But it is certainly better than the alternative. I also have a lot of respect for the campaign he ran. I started to notice it in the primaries — I think it was in the third debate he had with HIllary — she was going after him with character attacks, and getting angrier and angrier, and he just DID NOT engage her. I thought that was pretty awesome.

Four years ago feels like a lifetime ago. I have talked about this election for four years; it felt very strange to finally vote today. In a little over 12 hours, we should know for sure.

Libertarians for Obama!

Background: Kevin is the older brother of one of my closest O-town friends. We used to know each other in real life. He was a couple years ahead of us in school, but I knew him from G&T, drama club and of course OnStage. In college, we started IMing each other randomly about political nonsense, and in post college life we have maintained an email friendship, based on more political nonsense (and lots of other inanities).

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