I didn’t mean to take that much of a blog break, but things were busy with the prep for DC and then actually being in DC and ug. It wasn’t the best of long weekends. The interview stuff went fine, I think. I think.

But on a whole, the four days was just stressful and I didn’t feel 100% and the weather sucked and I don’t really like DC. And I really don’t want to go to work tomorrow – I basically want to sleep for another 3 days. It annoys me that I can’t even use my vacation days to relax – that my vacation days have effectively been more stressful and tiring then any recent day at work.

And now I have entire suitcase of laundry (in addition to the pile at home) and an inbox full of work email to get caught up on, and just writing my thank you notes for the interviews seems daunting. I don’t know why I get so overwhelmed by simple things like this, but I’m vaguely nauseated, I’m tired despite having gotten a decent amount of sleep.

I have to put on a happy face by the time I get home, because I don’t want to deal with my parents thinking I’m anything but perfectly together. I am hoping that I’ll be able to sleep on the train.