Tomorrow is going to suck. Next topic.

I’m anxiety-ridden about Tuesday. Next topic.

I just want to get through these few days and get to Thanksgiving Break. Because I’ll be able to get back to normal. And my schedule will be my own again. I can stay late at work again – I think part of my anxiety is born from the guilt of having to be out the door at 5:30 sharp every day. It wasn’t a big deal this summer, but things are busy, and even the extra 10 minutes to finish things up would make a difference.

For months, I have not let myself by impatient, because this Tuesday was so far away, that to let myself wait for it would be torture. Now that it’s 48 hours away, I’m a wreck.