Well, it was a completely unproductive week at work, because with Important Boss out things tend to fall to the wayside anyway, and because my entire department has been ridiculously sick. I had an ear infection and cold earlier in the week, and Thursday I’ve been diagnosed with the strep throat that’s been going around the department.

I am still being anti-social. I am okay with this except that it’s not a healthy anti-social, due to the amount of time I have spent lying on my bed/thinking too much/waiting for the phone to ring.

Which brings me the boy situation. Okay, I need a moniker. There was Nice-Libertarian-Boy. There was Hot-Libertarian-Boy. There was Unfortunately-Gay-Libertarian-Boy. So I dub this one Older-Libertarian-Boy. OLB for short, because when I dubbed HWSNBN originally, I used to write the whole thing out, and that just got tiresome. Anyway, Things are about the same. We saw a movie together last Saturday, but I was actually really irritated with the way planning with. we don’t talk on the phone, because neither of us are phone people, but for making plans one would think a 10 minute phone call would not be too much to ask. I basically threw my phone across the room in frustration when I got a text message Saturday afternoon.

But of course, I still went out with him, and of course, I still stayed over, and of course, we spent the morning being all couple-y. But we went out for breakfast and then for a walk before I had to take the subway home, and he’s just so quiet around me, and it makes me lapse into quiet, and while it isn’t awkward, it’s frustrating.

Jill told me very blatantly that I’m letting him have all the benefits of having a girlfriend type figure without him having to do any of the work, and how do I know he’s not seeing other people too, since there’s been no talk of exclusiveness, and JIll, as usual is probably right.

Bleh.

And my throat feels like I’m swallowing razorblades.

Something is going to give soon.