For now though: Yesterday, just before I left work, I was informed of yet another Big Change that directly affects me. I won’t bore with specifics, but suffice to say it frustrates me to no end, and then it upsets me. And so it makes me question “Am I even happy with my job? At all?” And well, the answer is a resounding no. 

I love my co-workers. They are the best part of this job and always have been. And I go through bursts where I can get tons of non-work related stuff done at work, but then I burn out and I just don’t care and so I basically do nothing all day. Too much nothing is bad for the brain. And I’d been keeping this job with the understanding that it was only going to be through September, and now that’s not happening so…

So I don’t know. I’m overeducated and/or underqualified for just about everything. So I don’t know what I’m going to do. But I am taking the step to admit that I am Not Happy with this job. For some reason, that helps.